mann i feel sick. i don’t feel like going for dra…

mann i feel sick.

i don’t feel like going for drama rehearsals.
no more heart and soul!
i totally don’t feel good with ANYBODY now.
just because i had to go home and do shit
and people in school blame me for going home
and for
NOT MAKING AN EFFORT.

murhur.

i’m sad can.
i feel like everybody’s pissed at me!
but maybe nt everybody lah.
but those people who are really important to me.
even though i don’t cry as often
i still break inside okay.

MURHUR.

i have to blog because i have no one to confront.
everybody has their own shit to do lah.
sai school.
my life’s ruined because of the damned class skit
and then damned re-tests
and being so damned unprepared
damn damn damn!

i’m so sad

i feel like avoiding the world!
don’t wanna go school anymore.
i don’t look forward to drama neither
hey i’m not being petty okay.
just.
try entering a room putting up a big smile
and everybody’s damned charcoal faces just dampens your spirit
like a plague.

i’m so tired.

from now onwards.
i vow i’ll never come home before 7.
if i do so
i’m NOT MAKING AN EFFORT TO DO ANYTHING.

and i’m too pissed to study.

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