mann i feel sick.
i don’t feel like going for drama rehearsals.
no more heart and soul!
i totally don’t feel good with ANYBODY now.
just because i had to go home and do shit
and people in school blame me for going home
NOT MAKING AN EFFORT.
i’m sad can.
i feel like everybody’s pissed at me!
but maybe nt everybody lah.
but those people who are really important to me.
even though i don’t cry as often
i still break inside okay.
i have to blog because i have no one to confront.
everybody has their own shit to do lah.
my life’s ruined because of the damned class skit
and then damned re-tests
and being so damned unprepared
damn damn damn!
i’m so sad
i feel like avoiding the world!
don’t wanna go school anymore.
i don’t look forward to drama neither
hey i’m not being petty okay.
try entering a room putting up a big smile
and everybody’s damned charcoal faces just dampens your spirit
like a plague.
i’m so tired.
from now onwards.
i vow i’ll never come home before 7.
if i do so
i’m NOT MAKING AN EFFORT TO DO ANYTHING.
and i’m too pissed to study.