i’m standing in the middle, of nowhere.
i’m having one of those “i’m so lonely” kinda feeling again.
and IT goes.
so i just gotta bear with it till that feeling goes away.
haha it’s like an unpredictable period. xD
anyway, today i slept the whole day.
and usually when i do that
i’m trying to run away.
i’m having some psychological problem la.
(haha that’s my own diagnosis. xD )
and when i slept i really wanted to have some dream
popping in and telling me about the drama script.
what comical stuff i could add in.
but i just dreamt about me being superman.
i’m so not kidding.
smallville got into me.
and the dumb dream kept repeating this scene where
i try to fly up a hole but i just can’t
like a spoilt video.
replaying and rewinding and replaying and rewinding….
i think i’m feeling depressed.
i hate myself for being so easily affected by stuff
and getting pestered by guilt and regret all my life.
being too knowledgable is a curse.
i really wanted to go to the Zoo with sister clau, the tang sisters and amanda!
argh but i’m so short of cash
i can only afford to go to sentosa tomorrow with six-G.
ooh i have my reasons.
i’m so glad i have GOD with me. (:
without him i would be so helpless now.
probably in some mental hospital
or cremated months ago.
i must not falter.