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DAY 1.
My mind, not the heart, is the most fearful thing. It has been going around in circles, engaging in so much “self talk” (“What do they think of me?”, “What are they doing now?”, “They don’t care about me”, “I’m not their friend after all“), i’m just taking the road to self-destruction.
I’m still looking for someone i can turn to and pour my whole heart out to. These few days haven’t been pretty good, considering that i haven’t bottled up so much emotion before and J & T are so busy with work i don’t get to see them online. Those ladies seem to be having a ball of a time at the sandpile. I must say, it’s a really enthralling job i wish i could have.
I miss J & T.
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F & R had planned to go to the zoo (NOT ZOUK) to visit the AhMengs and do some monkey business today. Money (one ticket costs $21) and transport’s(so far away) holding us back. Oh, and the wet weather (in no relation to this post, I LOVE RAINY WEATHER) too.
Since we may longer be going to meet our monkey friends,
what the hell can we do in singapore.
1. Call out more friends and do a rain dance in the park
2. Swim at sea (and probably drown)
3. Go to the gym
4. Watch a movie (and scare yourself to death with “The Messengers“. i’m watching tml liao)
5. Do some budget shopping.
6. Pig out at someone’s crib.
Or all the above.
F & R!!
HOW?!!
